Jesse was being such a gentleman to me yesterday

My hearts still going uwu hehe

So when me and Jesse first followed each other on ig he was going to hit me up but then he thought I had a boyfriend then HAHHAHAHHAAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHBHAHAHHA

When your best friend tells you have snot and you start crying because you’re an emotional wreck 🤷🏿‍♀️🤷🏿‍♀️

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I just realised I never posted a post about how me and my boyfriend started dating so here’s a little story time lol XD

So me and my boyfriend started off as friends and we been friends for a few years so I’ve seen him in relos and he seen me in relos as well like I met his ex girlfriend and stuff haha

We broke up with our exes around the same time

And when I broke up with my ex I was really hurt by it so I never went out and all I wanted to do was stay at home

But then my friend convinced me to go out and stuff so for like three weekend straight I went out with him

And I met a few guys when We went out and agreed to go on dates with them but when I went on dates with them I knew they’re weren’t the one for me

But one night I bumped into my boyfriend and we we’re just taking and stuff and I told him how Me and my ex broke up a few months ago and he told me that he broke up with his ex as well

Then all a sudden he tells me that he always had a little crush on me since he met me

But I thought he was just joking so I just laughed it off

And on that night he messaged me saying sorry if he made me uncomfortable and stuff but I was like no I just wasn’t expecting him to say that to me then we kinda planned to go on a date he said it could be a date or just two friends going out to dinner he doesn’t mind

So when it was the day of the date not date I was really nervous because I was scared that our friendship might get ruined

And I wanted to look like I put in effort into this date so I was making sure I looked my best and made he pick me up an hour later because I still wasn’t really by the time we agreed on

When he picked me up he took me to a really nice Italian restaurant and he paid for dinner

Then we went to get some ice cream and since he’s my friend I like force him not to pay for ice cream since he paid for dinner and it was pretty exxy so i brought ice cream for us

Then he took me to a look out and we just talked for hours

And like that was when i knew if I dated him it would work out

Like since we started off as friends we were already comfortable in front of each other like for fuck sakes he pissed in front of me at the lookout hahah

So after that we kept talking and went on more dates and then it happened we became boyfriend and girlfriend

Like he was planning on asking me on New Years but one night he just asked me to be his girlfriend like it was right moment

We were outside of my best fiends house when he asked me out and she the one that introduced me to him so it’s kinda funny I guess haha

And that pretty much how me and my boyfriend started dating haha

Why did it take so long for you to reach out to me

Like if you really appreciated me then you would of said something earlier

That’s why I can’t welcome you back into my life and pretend everything is fine

Because you only come back running to me when your life was crumbling down